FIELD NOTES
Meditation in the middle of real life.
Reflections on attention, work, practice, and the natural world — written from the hills of Topanga Canyon.
Small observations from trails, gardens, workdays, conversations, and ordinary moments that become invitations to pay closer attention.
Read the latest Field Notes ↓LATEST FIELD NOTES
Recent notes from the trail.
After spending so much time creating retreat experiences for others, we took a day to receive one ourselves. A visit to Pure Land Farms brought meditation, Tibetan healing practices, a curious encounter with the wind element, and a reminder that receiving can be a practice too.
After returning home in a rainstorm, we found the property without power, a fallen tree across the gate, and utility lines sparking beneath a broken limb.
After restoring the highest lookout on the property, we began spending more evenings there watching the sun disappear behind the mountains—and noticing how naturally everyone became still.
Two 5,000-gallon irrigation tanks normally fill from a well deep beneath the property. When the water stopped flowing, troubleshooting the system became a lesson in looking beneath the surface.
After sitting in meditation, I heard rustling outside and found a deer beneath the trees. For several minutes, we stood completely still, simply watching one another.
After pressure washing an old patio table, we repaired a loose leg using glue, scrap wood, and a more careful approach than the quick fixes I had tried before.
After renting a pressure washer the week before, we knew the property needed one of its own. A Facebook Marketplace find was put to the test almost immediately while clearing years of sediment from the drainage canals.
This week at the retreat center, a day of pressure washing became a meditation on buildup, restoration, and the simple care of helping things look like themselves again.
This week at the retreat center, building a retaining wall near the pond became a meditation on support, structure, and the quiet work that keeps things from washing away.
This week at the retreat center, pruning trees in the heat became a meditation on shade, weight, and the difficult kind of care that makes space before something breaks.
This week in the garden, clearing a crowded path became a lesson in discernment: knowing what to cut back, what to leave alone, and how to look more closely before deciding what belongs.
This week, for the first time, I sat down and simply watched the pond. After weeks of mud, rocks, leaks, doubt, and stubborn effort, it finally felt less like a project and more like a place.
A weekend in Big Sur became a reminder that sometimes practice is not doing more, but letting the body receive enough beauty, water, and quiet to soften.
This week, a walk to the beach became a reminder that the body often reveals the pace of the mind.
This week in Topanga, clearing brush in the high heat became a meditation on effort, imbalance, and the wisdom of knowing when to slow down.
This week in Maine, a massive boulder near the lake became a meditation on weight, stillness, and the parts of life that are not moved by force.
A quiet bike ride through Camden, Maine became an unexpected meditation. Passing gardens, stone walls, sailboats, and the shifting shoreline, I was reminded that mindfulness doesn't always happen in stillness. Sometimes the practice is simply moving slowly enough to notice what is already unfolding around you.
A reflective journey through Las Flores Canyon exploring uncertainty, freedom, mindfulness, and meditation. Discover how embracing the unknown can create space for growth, resilience, and trust in life's unfolding path.
For weeks, the pond felt unfinished. Every walk past it brought the same awareness: something wasn’t working. Draining it meant dismantling a living ecosystem I had carefully built, but it also revealed an unexpected lesson. Sometimes growth doesn’t come from adding more. Sometimes it comes from having the courage to take apart what no longer serves its purpose and trusting that a better version can emerge.
At 4:30 a.m., a walk to the yoga room paused halfway up the hill under a full moon. Instead of continuing, I sat and watched as night slowly turned into morning.
Nothing to do, nothing to achieve—just attention resting on what was already there.
On an evening walk in Tuna Canyon, I came across more than 500 goats moving through dry hillside brush, guided by temporary fences and watched over by a resting Great Pyrenees.
They weren’t reacting to a fire—they were preventing one. Slowly clearing what could become fuel later.
It became a quiet reminder that much of life works the same way. What we tend to early rarely becomes a crisis later.
Waking at 4:30 each morning, the day begins in quiet darkness on a hillside path. Between yoga and meditation, nothing is forced—just breath, attention, and presence.
As fog settles over the canyon and the first birds begin to sing, the practice stays simple: returning to stillness before the world begins to ask for anything.
A simple hike with a friend became a reminder that the same path can feel completely different depending on who you're walking with. Through conversations about direction, purpose, and life, familiar surroundings took on new meaning. Sometimes clarity doesn't come from finding answers—it comes from sharing the journey and seeing through someone else's perspective.
This weekend, I took a pottery class and was reminded of something simple: not everything needs to be rushed. Working with clay required patience, presence, and a willingness to let things unfold naturally. My piece wasn't perfect, but it felt complete. Sometimes growth, creativity, and even our daily work take shape best when we stop forcing outcomes and allow space for the process. A small pause can make all the difference.
Bees don’t respond to force. In this field note from Topanga Canyon, a simple lesson emerges: adjust the conditions, and let the system respond.
Some things don’t shift all at once. In this reflection from Topanga Canyon, a simple repair becomes a reminder to look beneath the surface before trying to fix what’s visible.
The breath doesn’t move in perfect rhythm. In this reflection from the ocean, notice how attention softens when nothing needs to be corrected.
Working with clay reveals something simple. Not everything responds to force. In this reflection, explore how slowing down, softening attention, and allowing space can lead to a more natural sense of completion.
A quiet corner of the property slowly takes shape as a small pond comes to life. What begins as simple labor unfolds into something more subtle. A space that holds stillness, not by force, but by careful attention over time.
A day at Butterfly Mountain in Topanga, where music and movement unfolded within the landscape. From sound baths in the domes to performances echoing through the canyon and sunset dancing along the hillside, the experience offered a quiet realization—belonging comes not from being with others, but from feeling part of the place itself.
OTHER COLLECTIONS
Explore the deeper paths.
A few ongoing series for exploring meditation, awareness, and the natural world from different angles.
The Inner Map
A guided journey through the inner landscapes of meditation — distraction, restlessness, surrender, perspective, insight, and presence.
Explore The Inner Map →Nature, Unfiltered
Small encounters with the living world — animals, plants, weather, and the quiet lessons that emerge when attention slows down.
Explore Nature, Unfiltered →Inner–Outer Compass
A practical exploration of two fundamental modes of meditation: focused attention and open awareness.
Looking for something specific? The Canyon Library contains practical resources for meditation, mindfulness, stress, sleep, focus, and daily practice.
Explore the full Canyon Library →NOTES FROM THE TRAIL
Receive one Field Note each week.
A short reflection on meditation, attention, work, and the natural world — beginning with the free 7-Day Meditation Journey.
Seven quiet days to begin. One reflection each week after that.